It's not a happy feeling

I don't like this. I just feel sad all the time. It's the feeling inside, magkänslan - den är ledsen. I know why and it's not gonna be better in the closest days, but I guess and hope it will change, så småningom... It's never easy to say goodbye. And one more time, you get pretty skilled at it when you're an au pair. Icecream, The Hills and The city at her place tonight. E and M said goodbye - wow, this is so wierd! Bedtime now... I'll be back!